So I wrote a little song/poem to accompany my last blog post. Hope someone, somewhere, might like it maybe. 🤷🏼‍♀️
Throughout the years, I always felt
“What an awful hand in life I was dealt!”
I grew up with nothing but hardships and pain,
and let that define me for most of my days.
So as a teen, I never even dared to dream.
Became depressed and made it my scene.
And at 23, I just couldn’t see
Anything good ever happening to me.
So I acted out, I took some shit
Blacked out and threw some fits
But I never knew, that by age 32
I’d be not only surviving and making it through,
But thriving, and living life brand new.
Much like a fine wine, I’ve improved over time,
And I realized without darkness, there can be no light
I’m far from perfect, but I know I’m enough.
So I no longer cut, and I don’t self destruct
If I were to turn back those hands of time,
I’d tell that younger self of mine.
You may not be ready now, but one day you’ll see,
Depressed isn’t all that you’ll ever be!
Some days you’ll despair, but on others, rejoice.
And the time will come when you regain your voice!
You’ll want to dance, you’ll want to sing
You’ll feel that little spark within.
Your inner hero will step up to fight,
And you’ll realize, just as day becomes night,
That sometimes there is darkness, sure- but sometimes, there is light.